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plunge deep golden knife

by Field Medic

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1.
out of touch 01:59
in the clock tower walls like an infant he crawls to the cabinet  to search for salvation and as the hour is late the witches relate to his affinity for mixing drops of poison and by the birds first morning call he hasn't slept at all tears fall when he's forced to face his own reflection but how could he change when nothing stands in his way?
his life is empty like riding on the last tram… he's fallen out of touch and fantasies of some past life haunt him like so many sprites who's wings buzz to the fatal tune of times passing like a pallbearer he mourns convinced he wears a crown of thorns but in reality he's just some vagrant who's forgotten how to love forgotten how to heal forgotten how to feel anything besides surrender it's gods wicked game to take all of those away once you've finally won  the race that you trained for have you fallen out of touch?
2.
holy shit i just can't quit oh my god daytime closes  it's jaws darkness; here i come it's in my blood and i'm trying to forget it all so what the hell let's cast a spell plunge deep golden knife take off your clothes kiss my neck we'll tell galactic lies
3.
in the harsh morning sun the blinds of my eyes  let light leak and signal for me to be waking and the hammer of my head rings out it's destruction with a sign that reads: "this young man is rapidly aging" and the clock upon my wall is an hour slow but what difference does it make when all I do with my time is waste it? and I sent my baby home never to return I hope she know's one day I did it to try to protect her… cuz the summer came on with no warning and the scene was altered like pulling a weapon death is a six letter word the first letter is silent and where i'm at is starting to get pretty quiet…  and the afternoon drags on like a traitor tied to a horse but what i fear most is the oncoming evening cuz i wake up with the dawn and work til i can't no more and with nightfall i have to face my own reflection and i say: "who is this man? what has he done… and what's the point of trying to avoid the poison?" i want to forget it all  sweet oblivion take me like you did last night  and will do the next one
4.
it's not that i want you i want you to want me  so i can choose to lose you when i want  my choice i want you to want me you don't… and it's not that i need you i need you to you need to me so i can can feel desired then leave when i'm through i need you to need me do you? so just take my heart it's pounding out my chest like morse code and the message is:
it's not just you i'd give it to  whoever asked me to i would… it's not that i want you i want you to want me… ...do you?
5.
i get drunk everyday cuz i'm bored & i'm lonely  & it doesn't seem like the world's gonna heal so what's the point of moderation when i'm not gonna see anyone & nothing feels real so i'll take a stroll down to starz liquor where i'll see my new best friend & we'll make another deal  he said: he's "been struggling" i said: "i'll keep coming" cuz i want to support him & he helps me disappear…
6.
there's no words to write about it and the feeling it consumes trapped inside aint getting out trapped inside aint getting out rosacea bluez… you had it good in your hometown we had to go somewhere else you and them just fitting in you and them just fitting in me and mine are the outcasts

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released April 2, 2021

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