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fulltime freestyle mixtape vol. 6 - where the fuck have i gone?

by Field Medic

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1.
oh my fucking god where the fuck have you gone? it's a fucked up place what am i thinking? oh... i wanna fly somewhere new i wanna become snow heart cold so lonesome & blue every color looks like u something strange in the changing hue take me home take me home my dear oh you lead me here! me here... happy new year happy new year! 25, alright life of strife feeling like nothing changes but my mind so i wanna go home & cry but i don't, find the pill medicine cabinet keeps me chill heart is cold brain of stone no one locks the door i'm home alone no one walks me down to class no one knows when i'm gonna pass i saw a stone with a name i was stoned so i can't complain when the burglers robbed & came there was a problem - they took my name had to go to the bank & get a new plastic thing where the fuck have you gone? take me home... i'm so alone there's wolves at my front door they're licking their hauches now the demons call me phone say they wanna have a brief pow wow i been keepin on i been keepin on but i don't know how... i could tell you something's wrong i could say that something's wrong but you don't know how wow... where the fuck have i gone?
2.
i was traveling a long dark winding road what did i see from the seeds that i had sewed? i found myself on a golden tipped road i follow that gold baby i'm a miner 49er you know i'm just trapped here hobo in san francisco on the golden road i saw a funny bird it sang a song i recognized what i'd heard i'd heard the song before, sounded kinda nice when i asked the bird what the words were the bird chirped & said "pay pay the price" i can't pay the price! lord... i can't pay the price i been so poor, on the streets of... take my phone, take my money, take my wallet - take my life but i'm gonna get that codeine & i'm gonna start to feel alright ran into the problem when i followed geneva du$t it went inside me & the sister i knew lost their trust sorry sisters, didn't mean to make you mad it's just the geneva du$t it turned me into a bad dad o what a price to pay when you make a mistake it's fulltime freestyle baby so don't look away... so down upon that road when i spoke to the lost soul & they took me for a stroll put my shoes on petrol i couldn't afford the gas & the 200 i passed & i lost everything i own... 3 a.m thugs coming thru said they want everything i got pull a gun on me baby, you're gonna get everything in my pocket i'm so destitute speaking with a chipped tooth my throat is dry, i cough once or twice can't believe everything feels like a dream but the mare is of the night riding on a mare... nightmare.
3.
sometimes i wish that i could just join a gang cuz life's only as precious as precarious the streets are dangerous for sure but the hood shows love while all these well to do people i know are cold as fuck my love's neon & permanent my love's like graffiti paint my love's a crime by morning light so my love always goes to waste i like making rice you like making calls & it makes no difference if you show up drunk to my house & i act pissed off it's just cuz i'm a pouty bitch who constantly tells heself that me's the best cuz him is scared 2 death so when you're happy asking he "baby what's wrong?" it's hard for him or i to admit
4.
feels like a wedding look at my veil! feels like a wedding can i catch that bouquet too? marry me baby! marry me true marry me mama! that's what you must do! it feels like a wedding! look at my veil! look at me true

about

Recorded live on September 2nd at 11th avenue records. Tracks 1, 2, & 4 were freestyled live in one take. Track 3 is a rendition from a song off of my LP 'Light is Gone', which you can listen to here:
fieldmedic.bandcamp.com/album/light-is-gone

watch the movie of the making of this mixtape here:
youtu.be/wiVrptA5qTI

Huge thank you to Tommy P & Amanda Salguero for being my band on this album & being willing to go fulltime freestyle.

xoxo kp

credits

released October 11, 2016

Kevin Patrick: Vocals, Guitar
Tommy P: Drums, Piano, Production, Mixing, Mastering
Amanda Salguero: Bass, Vocals

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